The Dark and Light Side of Myself

The inner workings of a 20 some year old over active mind.

Friday, October 2, 2009


So today has been one of those up and down days, sometimes it happens, but we are getting through it, the woman I love more than the world is a bit scared of things, but then again I am afraid of losing such a wonderful woman in my life so we both have our fears.

Well I am planning on going to GA for a visit and to show her how much she means to me and everything as well as to check on a lease for an apartment and to check out the houses in the area, and finally to see my 2 wonderful little girls that have been asking to meet me for awhile now.
She is scared though, for good reason of course, her past leads her to believe she isn't good enough and that I will leave (I would never leave her though).
I will be staying with her and everything, I just want to show her my love, so like what now are there any particular words she wants to hear? anything particular she wants to do? or should i just be myself through and through and hope she continues to love me?
I am always afraid I am going to screw up as I am sure people have noticed now hah

Well enough of my ramblings for today, I will hit it back later!


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